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Liz|18💫|Senior🎓|Alexander💖

Man, fuck this..

I need you to just come over here, fuck me, and share a cigarette

#cigarette #misty120 #fire #greatnight

#cigarette #misty120 #fire #greatnight

@freeski911 and I got the #apartment! 😍💕

@freeski911 and I got the #apartment! 😍💕

relahvant:

when i make a joke to myself and no one’s around to hear it

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I have the talent of getting tired without doing nothing

Good days consist of:

-Road trips
-Hookah
-cigarettes
-Good friends
-Cards Against Humanity
and sex

Being awake night after night is not something for me 😧 #tired

Being awake night after night is not something for me 😧 #tired

Not being able to get sleep one night is something, but not being able to sleep at all for the past two-three weeks is actually extremely fucking tiring now. I can’t fucking do it. I know I’ll finally be able to get a good nights sleep when I know I’m not feeling like a fucking loner, or a piece of shit for not having a job and being out of the house, or fighting with my boyfriend, or my parents not hating me for things I want to do or things I can’t control. Everyone putting me down, even YOU. Matilda is actually the only real friend I know anymore. And I thank god that she is coming to Oceanside with me so that way I’m not alone, even though Oceanside sucks, but its my only option now. Once I get all moved in with my boyfriend, settled down, I can finally sleep, and when he decides to purpose <3 which apparently will be sometime this year cause apparently those were his plans for us. I love it. But I really hope he doesn’t go back on his word about it. I’m finally becoming an adult and THANK FUCKING GOD, I don’t have to do it alone. I got him<3 I’m so fucking happy for that.
I just wish that I didn’t only have two people who cared about me. I need more friends, more people to care, more people who actually want to be my friend. That would be nice. It would be great in fact. But hopefully once I get this job, and once I get engaged, since Matilda is almost always gonna be around (even though she doesn’t has to but she is cause she is the most bestest friend I’ve ever had and me and her have SO much in common with each other, we finally have someone to talk to before me talking to Alex all the time and her talking with Adam all the time. It’s also funny that our boyfriends have the same first letter, tehe)
Anyways, becoming an adult is tiring. I’m not even working right now or anything, just losing sleep and I’m already tired of it. I’ve been packing for the past few weeks now, I haven’t packed in a few days cause its going to be another couple of weeks or so before I even leave my parents house.

Once I move to Rockland, things are gonna change and I’m going to be so much happier than what I am right now. And I just can’t wait to leave this terrible house, feelings, etc, behind. But I’m also happy that I get a Portland trip with my love tomorrow <3

I’m finally going to be free

liqhtly:

i have two moods:

1. everybody get the fuck away from me

2. someone come over and cuddle and watch movies with me

there is no in between

surprisebitch:

dating tip: ask them to show you their recently used emojis so you can count your matches and see if you are compatible

Listening to Japanese music when you can’t sleep is actually really soothing. <3